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"Life as I see It"

By Randy Burns

 Train Time, Mama

Every time I feel like getting away...I say to myself, "You are away, asshole," but this answer changes nothing. Through the years I've always had places to go. I kept moving...had to go all the time, man, and it was a good life. Sitting on my guitar case, waiting for a train...smoking a cigarette and wearing my blue jean tuxedo. There were men in suits all around me, carrying brief cases -- checking their watches and looking up the tracks impatiently.

The train always came, that's all I knew, but this train philosophy of mine was something the 'executives' wanted no part of. You see, to them...they paid for a ticket so the train was supposed to be on time. When I paid for a ticket...I knew a train coming. Never wore a watch. If the train was really late, I'd think about how I could have stayed where I was and had a few more beers with my friends. Never thought about being late where I was going. Good things happen when your attitude doesn't conform. Attitudes are acquired by actions or lack of actions, by living and realizing what is not necessary as well as what is. My problem...I mastered the 'not necessary' parts and ignored the 'necessaries.' Of course, doing it that way was much easier and more fun than trying to master the necessaries first -- but enough of that now, back to the station...back to the trains.

The 'executives' didn't envy me sitting on that platform, wearing old clothes and smoking...perched on my guitar case. They didn't know I had it all. They didn't know I was grateful for my world and the people in it. I felt lucky, but luck had nothing to do with it. I got to where I was by entertaining people and having fun with them. Where they were was not where they wanted to be. They wanted to be at the top, enforcing the rules they were in the process of following, to (one day) claim their sacred independence from the commuting masses. I had nothing against them succeeding. "Good luck," I'd say...in due time, I supposed. I didn't mind sharing trains with these people.

I was in my thirties during this period of extreme comfort and gratefulness...and there weren't any (well, hardly any) other folks like me to hang out with on trains.

Once on the train and moving, these 'up and comers' loved to drink and party with anyone interesting. I, at the very least, was interesting. Letting down their 'impatient train platform guard,' and allowing a little liquid relaxation to enter their general spirit, many of them showed tremendous character. Though this traveling character of theirs was somewhat repressed, it was far from extinguished. Usually, after a few sips taken, they would choose to be more like me than remain in their specified roles. Suit jackets came off and sleeves rolled up, and if they had jeans to change into...well, they probably would have. You see, when the bullshit's dropped, we're all friends. Some have to protect themselves from being seen without their bullshit...and in those days, trains were havens for bullshit droppers.

Old folks, and especially older couples, were very good company in bar cars during my riding and singing days. They were always friendly and inquisitive, with plenty of their own stories to tell. Older people are not defensive. They listen and talk, and they love meeting unusual people. Again...I, at least, was unusual, Now I didn't consider myself unusual, but I knew I was considered unusual by other people. Interesting and unusual...yes that was me.

So many of the train rides I took ended too quickly. I had a ball drinking and telling stories and digging the executives, the old folks and everyone else. Now, of course, the bar car is gone and replaced with a little Taco Bell like counter. They charge you an arm and a leg for any booze you order. The sandwiches are microwaved. The riders get their drinks and return to their seats...and in those designated seats they drink in solitude. Still, every once in awhile, you'll witness someone having fun on a train...not often, but it happens. It makes the other passengers uptight. It scares them. They fear the remnants from the 'live and let live' days, when folks found ways to have their fun. When people knew how to unwind and the train gods allowed it. Not only did they allow it -- they opened their arms wide to us all and rocked our happy bottoms to the end of the line. ~ .

 

Randy Burns

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